Siddha Tempel Tamil Nadu/Indien Part 2

01/31/2025

But before the ceremony, Siddha entered and blessed the many statues in the temple. As I stood near one of them, he suddenly appeared right in front of me.

Siddha looked into my eyes—deep, piercing, all-knowing. I had never in my life felt so exposed.

At that moment, I knew:
He sees everything. From my birth until this very moment.

Later, during Darshan, I witnessed healings happening before my very eyes. People who had arrived in pain and suffering left the temple light and transformed. I could feel the shift in their energy, as if an invisible force had touched and changed them.

As I was immersed in this energy, something unexpected happened.

Siddha suddenly raised his voice.

He spoke to one of his temple assistants, saying that I should come to him now. The people around me seemed shocked—as if they couldn't believe that I was being called forward.

As I stepped toward him, our eyes met.

At that moment, nothing else mattered.
There was no past. No future.
Only this one moment.

He looked at me, and I felt a powerful energy surge through my body, shaking me to my core.

Then he spoke:
"Everything you see, everything you hear—I know it, and it is true. Now go and do your work."

Just as in my meditations before, he confirmed my path back to working as a therapist. These words went deeper than anything I had ever heard. They confirmed that I was exactly where I was meant to be—that everything that had led me here was not a coincidence.

Then, he blessed me.

It was no ordinary blessing, but a touch that reached into the depths of my soul.

At that moment, I knew—
My life would never be the same again.

The Return Journey: 52 Hours in a Stream of Energy

As I left the temple, I felt like I was in a different reality.

My body was buzzing with energy, my mind was clearer than ever, and yet I was completely overwhelmed by what had just happened.

I took a taxi back to the Ashram, but I couldn't sleep.

I was so highly energized that my body could not rest.

Every moment felt intensely vivid—every thought felt like a piece of a puzzle falling into place within me.

From there, I began my long journey home.

But even on the plane, even during layovers, I could not sleep.

My body simply would not switch off.

For 52 hours, I remained completely awake, carried by the energy of this encounter.

Only when I finally arrived home and my wife held me in her arms, did I feel the tension release.

She looked at me and knew—
I was no longer the same person.

At that moment, I finally let go.

I surrendered to sleep—
not from exhaustion, but from a deep inner certainty.

A New Path Filled with Gratitude

But this moment of rest was only the beginning.

From that day on, my world began to shift—not only externally, but above all internally.

The energy I received in the temple had set something in motion within me.

I saw life differently, I felt my purpose more clearly than ever, and I knew—
I could never return to my old patterns.

It was as if I had walked through a door that led to a new path, one that I could never turn back from.

This path was not always easy.

There were moments when I struggled to comprehend the depth of what had happened.

But despite all the challenges, one thing remained constant—

An unshakable gratitude.

Gratitude for this journey.
Gratitude for the encounters.
Gratitude for the realization that I am on the right path.

Because no matter how difficult this path may sometimes be—

I know that it is leading me home to myself.